From within

Happy 2011 folks, for me its been a revelation and a year in which I have to reflect on my character, personality, self, this year its going to be a journey in which I have to evaluate what went wrong, what went right and to begin to realize and come to terms with reality as it were, reality in its true sense.The year 2011 its going to be my journey to learn and have  some new perspectives on how to handle and deal with my daily life activities an experiences.One thing profound that I have learned  is to look for all flagships, warnings and to trust ones instincts whenever you suspect something, something that may profoundly affect the course of your life.To tell  the truth my family life has not been easy and I have battled to stabilize  and normalize it every single day ever since I noticed there was a problem or should i say a challenge.From the day it begun, I have been on my toes, nerved, anxious, fretting, stressed, at other points depressed, preoccupied, and everyday never came with any solutions nor any clearer solutions, have you ever prayed and its as if no one is listening? that has been the case. After all suspicions that I have laid, and proclaimed , he culmination of truth has finally come to the fore.It is from here that I have to begin 2011 journey..As Adrian Rogers pointed out it is better to ultimately succeed with the truth than to temporarily succeed with a lie.